with hands lifted high

2008-12-23T14:22:00.003+08:00

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2008-12-23T11:16:00.004+08:00

but I'll praise You, for You are holy Lord& I'll lift my hands but You are worthy of so much moreGf's back! & now Bro's gone. Zzzzzzz. And when Bro's back, Clo will leave for Aussie. & Sis is going to Msia on the 28th. How awesome! I'm the only one stuck here in Sg -_-Nothing much to say for now. I'm dreading the end of the holidays though. Christmas week and there is this super holiday mood in

2008-12-18T00:12:00.007+08:00

"I'm ready when you're ready for Me"Ok, ya. The above has absolutely nothing to do with what I'm gonna say hereafter. Hahaaaa. My mind is in a mess. A mess of thoughts.Starbucks + studying with Bro in the afternoon, then prata @ Jalan Kayu with Clo for dinner. I've been craving for green tea latte, & prata ever since the stall in school closed, so got both satisfied today :) I'm a happy girl.

2008-12-15T17:13:00.006+08:00

all things are possible, possiblepossible, possibleThank God all went well during service ytd, though I did feel that practice on Sat was much better. More flowy and more liberty in the way we sang & played, somehow. I realise I really need to get formal black pants, new dark jeans and more dressy white tops. Hahaha, shopping foreverzxzx.Another one down.A musical in three months is rather

2008-12-13T23:57:00.005+08:00

It's been a few weeks since we've started practising for tmr's worship during sunday svc, and I'm really glad that aft last week's rather crappy prac, tday's one was really good. Praise God for everything and we know that this is all in His sovereign hands. And I don't even wanna worry abt not knowing how to sing the songs during offering. Hahaha. Well, learning on the spot will be fine I suppose

2008-12-11T12:07:00.002+08:00

Gosh, I have been going out early every single day and reaching home late every day this week. Until tday so I woke up at 11+ hahaha. What a pig.So much work to do!!! Where's the momentum gone man. And now even my thoughts can't seem to flow properly. So much for balance. Seriously all I feel like doing is playing hard and not working hard. ZzzzzzRAAHHHH - crazy and happy and blur! --- unsaid

2008-12-03T23:21:00.010+08:00

It has been brought to my attention how long it has been since I've really used my brain.Tired just from some pathetic questions in my Math & Chem tutorials. And I seriously mean tired. I felt like collapsing onto a bed after Ezra aka the Li Chu Certified Tutor & I left Coffee Bean in the evening.Thank God today was 10x more productive than I'd have been bumming at home. I seriously have a lot of

2008-12-02T01:35:00.002+08:00

WAKE UP YOUR IDEA.

2008-12-01T13:30:00.005+08:00

Right here, right nowI'm looking at youand my heart loves the view'Cos you mean everythingThursday was great, with long-awaited & much-coveted buffet with Bro & Gf, & then dinner with Clo :) Still haven't managed to get new jeans though. Sianzzzzz. Never mind, I can forget abt them for now anyway.Had a row with the mother ytd when I came home. Was reading in my room when she came in and stood

2008-11-27T01:39:00.003+08:00

I'm currently hooked on Desperate Housewives. Cool plot and good humour; I love the show. Not as trashy as I perceived it. And there's serious eyecandy - Eva Longoria! Total hotness ;)After having a rather boring week so far, I am seriously happy and relieved I'm meeting all my besties tomorrow.It's rather late and I can't think of what I wanted to blog abt, so I shall just post up some photos of

2008-11-21T13:55:00.008+08:00

Been wanting to start on homework but everytime i place it in front of me, i just lose all motivation. SIANNNN. I need a homework kaki!!! Gf is a wonderful choice but she's busy with work attachment this week, gahh.Shopping & haircut with Ben ytd was fun. Well. Though I'm a little traumatised by my haircut. I look like KIMMIDOLL, that thing on Yizzie's purse, what in the world.Me: *makes

2008-11-17T14:27:00.002+08:00

My phone is down. Again. Wah lau, there's just something abt me telecommunication can't click with right?! I'm super annoyed, because I am totally not in the mood and position to be uncontactable. Not with friends I want to keep in touch with, possible meetings coming up and projects on hand. >:( I want a new phone. But what are the odds that Dad wld agree to get me one.. especially aft I've lost

2008-11-14T00:26:00.007+08:00

i'm freaking tired.:(I've gone to school for every single day of this week that has passed. and yes I have to go back again tmr too. Idk why I'm going to school later than if official lessons are on but I'm still so worn out. it has been meetings and meetings and more meetings, can I just go crazy? okay i kw i sound real stressed here but i'm not very pressurised actually. deadlines haven't been

2008-11-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

In times like these, I wonder why I allow myself to be placed in such situations.I don't feel good at all.Did I make the wrong choice again?Sometimes,I think I suck in every role I play in my life.

2008-11-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

I feel like sleeping already... Okay la since when do I not feel that. Just realised I've been spending a lot of time out this week. Hardly at home except to rush work and sleep. Am rather tired out actually :/Hmm today was fun, spent the bulk of it with Clo, Bro and Gf in city hall, walking around and finally parking ourselves at the Esplanade's mrs field's cos we were tired and the weather was

2008-11-07T17:57:00.002+08:00

Plans for high tea with Gf & Bro got screwed up :( Sigh, like again. God knows how many times our schedules have clashed and we have to postpone this time and again. But okay, at least I get to meet Twin for dinner today, and catch up with her. Our long awaited dinner date! But still feel very sian. Plus there's suddenly a whole lot of stuff for me to complete by tonight after tday's comm mtg.

2008-11-04T00:59:00.007+08:00

And with every step together,we just keep on getting better______________________________________________________________________________________________________(I think this photo is so nice!! Aaahahahaha. Except that it kind of seems like we died years ago and some grandmother we know is thinking and reminiscing about us. HAHA)And okay great. I haven't watched HSM3 and I'm hooked onto the Can I

2008-10-30T20:55:00.005+08:00

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enoughBut the heart keeps telling you don’t give upWho are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give upThrough it all, just stand upIt's so easy to lose track of You. JC has been a really trying time, something I didn't quite expect. I entered full of faith and determination that I'd be able to take everything in my stride. But along the way, I

2008-10-29T22:55:00.007+08:00

Don't look ahead, just run to meEach step will find the next one recklesslyWe'll find ourselves on the safest ledge Could you be happy now, with the wind in your hairAnd your eyes open wide and your feet going nowhere? Could you be happy to fall like a stoneIf you'd land right here safe in my arms?It's fine, lock all your doors through the nightKeep it all right here, safe in my armsIt's fine,

2008-10-26T00:53:00.003+08:00

watching sharon and raymond taking their marriage vows and seeing them walk down the aisle arm in arm brought involuntary smiles to my face :) and there was this pageboy who was reeeeaaaalllyyyy handsome, little heartbreaker haha (clo called me a paedophile, pfft)!but i'm sorry i screwed up the projection a bit, forgot to type in 2 verses of the first song. :( but anyway thankfully the rest of

2008-10-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

I think green tea is seriously a terrific antioxidant. Went to Starbucks with Darling tday aft my meetings and I tried the iced green tea latte which was fab btw and when I got home all I ate tday came out I think. HAHA ayeee but that's fantastic and I'm happy! My favourite drink I love it :) Green tea blended cream works too but I think it's more fattening plus doesn't taste as green tea-ish as

2008-10-21T19:39:00.003+08:00

I would run for a thousand yearsif I knew every step would be getting me closerI would swim to the ocean floorfor my Lord is the treasuremy Lord is the treasure-Omg sian half. Dad's taxi broke down so I have to go to school by myself tomorrow, which means waking up even earlier than usual :(Anyway everyone was evidently tired out tday except for I think Yizzie's PW grp. Chen Ting was hilarious

2008-10-20T23:57:00.005+08:00

now you're beside me,and look how far we've comei've never quarrelled with you before till recently, and each time seeing the frustrated look on your face, i ache. but i'm really glad that everything's resolved now and we've agreed to take the right step forward. just know that you mean so much to me. and i'm serious about never wanting to lose you yeah.-back to school. yawns. haha. WR's due

2008-10-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

WR is making me want to curse and swear. !@&#^$#%#(($ WHAT IN THE WORLD. I'm sick of hearing bad comments and seeing four AEs. What the toot man. PW is officially the most disgusting subject ever and everybody in the entire world should be BANNED, PROHIBITED, WHATEVER! from taking it.UUUUURGGGGGGGGHHHHYou know, I'm tired. And crankiness comes hand in hand. I want to sleep.*Okay Eufai just said

2008-10-14T22:19:00.004+08:00

Girlfriend this is for you! Don't we look so happy and innocent a year ago! HAHA. Cheer up okay!!! :D*Rawr. Anywayzxzx, our fate is sealed tomorrow. I'm not worrying for myself, neither am I really worrying for my friends who are in the danger zone. Maybe it's the numbness/neutrality kicking in again, as always. But I know I do want them to stay. Council would be different without Darling & Buddy

2008-10-10T22:23:00.008+08:00

Either reality hasn't sunk in, or I'm just holding on very steadfastly to the belief that none in 14/08 will leave.Each time I spend time with you guys and I take a step back and review the friendships built, I realise that I really don't want to lose any of you. Especially those in our usual gang. You're all people God placed in my life for a special reason I believe, and no please I never want

2008-10-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

I was just telling Ben the other day that exams are over and everyone stops blogging while during promos period everyone was like updating like crazy. How ironic. Therefore I came to the conclusion that blogs are just for people to rant and pour out their negative thoughts to the world to get some attention probably. Hahaha. THEN he had to go and blog to prove me wrong. TskkkWoke up at 9am to mop

2008-10-01T11:40:00.003+08:00

Okay, got tagged by Ben to do this too! Haha. I'm so nice lor, usually I just ignore such things but for my classmates I shall be nice and oblige.1) The person who tagged:Ah ben2) Your relationship with him/her is:Classmates :D3) Your five impressions of him/her:1. very nice2. funny3. caring4. lame sometimes5. a friend i can turn to4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:Actually I

2008-09-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

I never expected things to take such a change, but they did. And then they took another turn. And more and more. It just goes to show how constant change is. Which contributes to the phobia in me that just worsened a few months back. The phobia to love others around me fully, because I'm so afraid of getting hurt. To the extent that I hesitate to invest emotions into my friendships, because I've

2008-09-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

1) The person who tagged:Yizzie2) Your relationship with him/her is:classmates!3) Your five impressions of him/her:1. ok how, i can't exactly completely click with her2. then, ok she's pretty kuku, HAHA i can click with her no problem3. VERY funny4. hardworking5. capable4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:actually, i cannot remember. HAHAHA5) The most memorable thing he/she had

2008-09-25T16:34:00.005+08:00

Time's flying by as usual. Promos are already almost over for me. In fact, majority of the J1s are done with them already. But there's still Lit tomorrow! Nvm, town after that with classmates yay :DMmmm I don't really want to comment on the papers that were over, don't even wanna think abt them actually. Just in case I start brooding over what I could have done and not place myself in such a

2008-09-14T01:28:00.004+08:00

Just a random conversation between my parents that cracked me up when eavesdropping , dated back a month or so I think. My classmates should have heard it from me a few times already (HAHA my habit of repeating my jokes).Mum: Eh Daddy, what is YOG ah?Dad: YOG is Youth Olympic Games!Mum: Ohh.. I thought it's Year of the Goat.Dad: HAHAHAHA*In the shadows; my spirit weakLove broke through the

2008-09-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

Another week coming to an end.Time is flying!And no Kell, I don't have to throw a clock down from my window to see that HAHA.Though I sigh with relief, with each day promos are drawing nearer and nearer.Am I supposed to be feeling panicky?Because I don't know if I do. HahaaaAye.I can't wait for promos to be over.SHOPPING!!!!!(Seriously, it's been ages since I've bought something made of cloth)

2008-09-06T23:25:00.003+08:00

Arise and be comforted,for the Lord, He is good to the wearyEven the young at heart will tire and fallHe knows them allFor the Lord, He will renew their strengthThey will soar on wings as eaglesThey will run, and never grow wearyThey will walk and not grow faintFor the Lord, He is goodLift your eyes to the heavensFor the Creator is living in youCome surrender as you areand know that you’ll never

2008-09-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

Once again, I realise that You're the only One who's always there for me. The only One who loves me unconditionally, who doesn't brush me off no matter how much I whine/complain/grumble/groan, who cares for me and thinks of me every minute of every day. The only One who I will never have to have any qualms about getting too close to without fearing I'll get hurt. Who will never abandon me no

2008-09-04T10:23:00.000+08:00

Have we waited far too long now to surrender?Forgive us oh God the years we've failed to seek Your faceOh Lord Your mercy turns us in to pray for peopleWe can't seem to find the wordsSo take our lives that they might be enoughTo tell You how gratefulLord we are grateful*I almost lost my purse yesterday.Thank God that I got it back, for Yiz's sharp eyesight that spotted it on the bakery counter

2008-09-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

Promos are looming round the corner and I don't really know what I'm doing just yet. But yes of course I'm going to start studying like soon, before I get panic attacks next week or something. I discovered during midyears, cramming Econs last minute is just horrendous. I certainly don't wanna be reduced to tears trying to memorise all the Econs concepts again.Once again the question of where this

2008-08-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

This has been brewing within me.Sometimes I just wonder why we join our CCA to put up with all the crap we're thrown at by our fellow student population for things beyond our control.I've had insults railed at me regarding my beloved CCA by a few of my own classmates, not just once. Yes jokes they were, not intended to hurt but well, guess what? They did.I'm not blaming them because it is really

2008-08-21T15:03:00.003+08:00

People have noticed the stagnancy of my blog i.e Ben and Kell so here I am. Actually I'm still in school now but haha I shall not reveal why since this blog is public. Don't get myself into trouble.On a random note, I'm so thankful to God for my EoM draft 2 grade. It's what I asked Him for. Hopefully after some more editing it'll be worth an EE :)*It was my birthday two days ago, and yeah didn't

2008-08-05T22:41:00.003+08:00

I feel completely disillusioned.Like I'm losing all reason to go on.Can someone tell me what's the point of every single thing that I am required to do?I need You.I miss You.Or rather, I miss being close to You.I don't feel right when you're gone away

2008-07-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

I reached school today and bumped into Porkay.Porkay: *why-am-I-seeing-you-first-thing-in-the-morning look*Me: *returns the why-am-I-seeing-you-first-thing-in-the-morning look*Porkay: Early in the morning 7 o' clock, I came to school and...Me: Forget it la, you sure cannot rhyme onePorkay: Can can! Wait lemme think.. Ah! Early in the morning 7 o' clock, I came to school and.. saw a sock! :DMe: -.

2008-07-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

I hardly ever used to have problems with self-discipline when it comes to my schoolwork. But ever since I entered JC, it has been a completely different story. I've been procrastinating my work like crazy. 1st EoM draft still not done, The Tempest essay not done, 10 GP tasks overdue.I feel so ashamed even as I'm typing this.But I really don't know what to do about this iron chariot of mine. It

2008-07-20T01:10:00.003+08:00

Before I know it, the week has almost come to a close. Next week will probably not get less busy, with more stuff to settle for Handover and rehearsals starting. Plus my walk with God, hwk and household chores to handle. Siiiggghhh.I'm glad we addressed this issue in cell today though. Got a better inkling on how to juggle all these things and yet still be conscious of God with me. No more

2008-07-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

Frankly, I do not know why I am still making time to blog now.This week is going to be busy busy busy. And I've started the week by sleeping at 1am this morning. Great job huh.Anyway, gonna be stretched to my limit this week I think. It's in times like these, that I learn to depend on God, and tap on His grace. The greatest challenge is to make ample time for Him out of my crazy schedule and

2008-07-07T23:40:00.003+08:00

While waiting for Girlfr at City Hall MRT station today, one of those volunteers selling donation tickets came up to me to ask for a donation. I wanted to reject her immediately, as I usually do, but what I read during devotion that morning came to mind.'(Deut 15:4) ...God is implying we do have a social responsibility to eliminate poverty' 'Do you know anyone struggling to make ends meet?...

2008-07-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

Exco interview was Saturday morning, and I reached school to find Lena still waiting for her turn. Haha. Timing got snowballed, as I kind of expected. Ended up going in half an hour later than my allotted time slot.I won't comment explicitly on the interview because I don't want to. Found myself stumped by their questions a few times, and I seriously realised how inadequate I was. But God brought

2008-07-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

Happy blessed birthday Jere! :)*I've gotten back my GP paper, and I'm proud to announce that I've gotten a C :) Well, it's entirely God's grace considering how I didn't prepare much for my paper, and C is the grade I asked Him for. I'm hoping for Cs for the rest of my subjects too, but my tutors have been telling us we did badly. Normal for midyrs I suppose, but I really want to pass. So yeah,

2008-06-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

We were talking about Econs on Sunday and I was trying to explain the elasticity concepts to my sister.When she finally saw some light,Sis: Oh..! So it has to do with the economy la?Me: Um. Ya. It's called Economics -_-Mum & Dad: HAHAHAAye funny bunny la my chairchair.Okay I am supposed to be sleeping now because I barely slept 4hours last night. Or rather, the wee hours of the morning. I'm not

2008-06-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

"So, you realise that actually you really cannot make it one lah. But God still wants to use you."

2008-06-19T10:30:00.003+08:00

If I really want to put things blatantly,then I can plainly say that I don't know if I can even pass my midyears this time.:/I went over to Pearle's house to study yesterday. Condusive environment I must say. With food nearby, Desperation Band playing over the speakers, and Pearle not talking to me concentrating on her own assignment. I studied quite a bit before we went downstairs to get kueh

2008-06-16T19:13:00.005+08:00

We will be Your hands , we will be Your feetWe will run this race for the least of theseIn the darkest place, we will be Your lightWe will be Your lightCell celebration at T3 on Saturday night, and we had fun with AJ's orientation games HAHA. I am convinced that Um Ji Ji and Who What Huh are good bonding games after introducing it to cell and my cousins during CNY earlier this year. I ♥ CELL!

2008-06-12T16:13:00.001+08:00

HAHA Ben ah Ben!

2008-06-09T01:44:00.004+08:00

I'm glad I went for sunday service today, 'cos the speaker was good and altar call was good :)Eunice left for NZ today. We went to send her off; seeing her family cry and hug together was both heartwarming and heartwrenching at the same time. But I am excited for her.Who's gonna be next man?! Abby, for UK? Haha. Everyone's leaving luh.Clovis and I have been catching up a lot these two days. Thank

2008-06-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

Stanzilin >>stanzilin.blogspot.com says:i realised tt there's many stalkers for my blog!-_-'''#12™=$z3W31<---> says:...lichu † History makers, not promise breakers says:stalkers?!Mei Kee has left the conversation.-_-'''#12™=$z3W31<---> says:omg-_-'''#12™=$z3W31<---> says:she felt guilty and leftHAHA, Sze Wei is full of nonsense.I only accomplished one thing today: mopping the entire house. -_-

2008-06-05T14:47:00.001+08:00

Been going to school everyday since AB camp ended, and makeup lessons have finally come to a stop, with Econs mass tutorial being the last one yesterday. So it's up to me to study by myself now. And I have been slacking ever since I got up from bed today. -.-I don't know where all the motivation to study has vanished to. I know I've probably said this a million times. But seriously, academics

2008-05-29T23:19:00.003+08:00

AB camp was awesome :DLoved every part of it, except the short wash-up time. HAHA. Aztec was a really great team to be part of, with three very capable instructors leading us :) Respect! I'm thankful we didn't get pumped much by our SIs, only twice, both times for compromising our own safety.SL AB was really heartwarming I must say. Interacting with the intellectually disabled people who came

2008-05-21T22:07:00.004+08:00

I am getting increasingly pek cek with the WordPerfect Office trial I downloaded. Perfect my foot. It's way far off from perfection. High technology with fanciful functions everywhere, but it cannot even open my table properly. What is this!The weather isn't much better. IT IS SO DARN HOT. SWELTERING HOT! The sun hasn't let up since dunno when. Dad's taxi was under repair since Sunday, so I had

2008-05-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

Rob Bell's videos are like woooo, gives me total new revelation into the Scripture he talks about. The one Ruoling shared with us during cell on Saturday was great, I was absolutely awed. The one I just watched online (http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=4657662595934098105) is pretty cool too.PG tomorrow morning!I hope I'll wake up on time.I haven't bathed zomg and it's 23:59

2008-05-17T00:13:00.001+08:00

A HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO DARLING & JIE EN :)*On a serious note,PW is sickening. I simply cannot wait to be rid of it, but what in the world, we're only at GPP. And our 2nd draft was commented to be cmi. One more draft left to do, and my group hasn't come to a decision whether to go ahead with the current plan or to revert back to our previous one. The weekend's totally packed, with youth

2008-05-05T23:47:00.005+08:00

Firstly I wanna thank those who have been leaving comments, it greatly encourages me to blog. HAHAHA! Please feel free to leave more, thank you very much. And those who always read but don't tag, please do! Especially if you're someone I don't see everyday. :)Kelvin- I finally figured it's you! 'Cos I have a classmate called Kellie, and a long-time friend called Kelly. Took me quite a while to

2008-05-04T17:12:00.003+08:00

AJ Idol was a blast! Obviously, Cheryl won. Hahahaha. But yes she's totally deserving of the title!Thank God everything went smoothly. Tension was high during final prep, some people got snappy but later on everyone became calmer when things got running. Voting went ok too, thankfully, except a little glitch at the beginning. But otherwise it was relatively alright. Big sigh of relief.Good job to

2008-05-01T19:46:00.002+08:00

Track & Field meet was yesterday, and Panther got 2nd overall! Big sigh of relief. Though I want us to be champs again (duh) but it was pretty impossible to catch up on the 17 golds Cougar had, and our house spirit definitely wasn't enough to make up the other 50%. But our cheerleading routine totally rocked, though Cheetah's was better (they owned!) but ours should've gotten 2nd at least! Or at

2008-04-27T17:13:00.002+08:00

This horrendous stomachache hit me right after I finished lunch. Sent me into intense cold sweat and torturous pain even when I was in the toilet. After which I turned pale and hit the bed facedown to try to curb it. I don't think everything came out though (okay, gross) and so right now I'm afraid to consume anything. :(I think it's due to the bingeing the past week. All those prata, char kway

2008-04-23T23:07:00.003+08:00

Doing stupid things together even in the most formal occasion - yeah that's part and parcel of being in Cedar. Which is why I love it there.I love 4I, always.*I realise my parents sometimes reply my questions with answers that have absolutely NO LINK to what I ask. During dinner today, I asked my mother why one of the vegetables we were eating had no stems, unlike the xiaobaicai we usually

2008-04-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

We caught up with each other,I'm feeling happy now.Better now.She told me what happened between them,and that leaves me feeling..I don't know.Can't quite put my finger to it.But it's not a positive feeling and it's a struggle to stop feeling that way.I don't know when is a good time to talk to him about it.It'd be blow after blow,and I just don't know if I want to inflict that.Oh God,show me my

2008-04-20T22:32:00.003+08:00

Elects camp is over!I did more pumpings and crunches than I ever did in my life during these 1 and a 1/2 days of camp. Good napfa training, and of course the sweat and the pain made us remember why we were getting all those punishments. Poor Pea had abrasion at the knees from the pumpings. As for me, right now I am aching in every possible part of my body. And there're many people telling me J1

2008-04-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

Another week almost gone, and I'm happy and thankful 'cos I'm coping better this time round. Or maybe there's just significantly less homework thrown at us, haha I don't know. Let's just give me the benefit of the doubt.All glory to God that I've made it to become a council elect :)It's only because of You :)We had our math class test today, and I think I'll need to retake it. Along with almost

2008-04-09T22:29:00.003+08:00

I reached home today and this wave of fatigue suddenly just hit me.Almost fell asleep smsing at my desk.I've overdue homework and it sucks. Rushing work during breaks and attempts to wake up early to do work is no fun at all. And in my near brain dead state, I am completely in no state at all to do homework!Aaaahhhhhhh.I feel like bashing myself up sometimes.But. So what if we finish all our

2008-04-03T23:52:00.004+08:00

Campaigning is overrrrrrr!Yayness. Time passes so quickly; tomorrow's polling day! And Cedar's Speech day! I'll get to see my 4I lovelies and cute teachers <333Woke up at like 4plus in the morning to paint our placards, was super tired. It was a miracle I didn't fall asleep during tutorials. But Ms Tan caught me with my math tutorial incomplete, got a little lecture from her sigh. Seriously need

2008-04-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

Presenting my first successful April Fools' joke!(Jere) I KILL ME! says:hey!(Jere) I KILL ME! says:tml no lessons right?Where the love lasts forever, says:got(Jere) I KILL ME! says:have meh?Where the love lasts forever, says:hor.. never listen in class(Jere) I KILL ME! says:i thought he said no formal lessons?(Jere) I KILL ME! says:haha, i always dont listen in calssWhere the love lasts forever,

2008-03-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

Following the loss of my phone is this sense of emptiness and lost. Like a huge part of me is missing. Never knew my phone meant that much to me.. My heart aches just looking at Cheryl's, Ben's & Minghan's phones cos they're the exact same models as mine.I just feel like everything is drained out of me. I don't feel like going to school. Don't feel like doing anything but stone. Everything feels

2008-03-26T23:39:00.001+08:00

The cross carried for all of us, says:bah..A beacon of light, in the haze of confusion says:bah, black sheepA beacon of light, in the haze of confusion says:complete the line?The cross carried for all of us, says:hav u any wolvesThe cross carried for all of us, says:OH MY GOSH WRONG WRONGThe cross carried for all of us, says:hav u any WOOLThe cross carried for all of us, says:HAHAHAHAHAA beacon

2008-03-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

My phone's gone again, and Sophia's in the same boat as me.And this time, it ain't our fault.I really cannot understand why this is happening to me again.Why, God, why?The spare phone in the house is Dad's old Siemens one and it is totally sucky. I'd rather be without a phone for now. But Bro's lending me his so yay :) I'll get it on Saturday omg he rocks.So I will be uncontactable for now.Thank

2008-03-23T23:49:00.001+08:00

The cross carried for all of us, says:i kw there's qt a nice cafe at tanjong pagar but according to my friend the prices went up alr ):The cross carried for all of us, says:it used to be v nice and lomanteek and affordable[xXiv] wanqing. porkay the bird. says:whats.... lomanteek?The cross carried for all of us, says:romantic laThe cross carried for all of us, says:HAHAHAHAHA*Anyway, some random

2008-03-23T22:38:00.003+08:00

Busy as a bee now with schoolwork and stuff a council nominee gotta do up to my neck, and well I'm a little happy 'cos I'm more able to complete things under pressure, but also unhappy 'cos I seem to have no time for anything or anyone else. Which is pretty bad.Good Friday was this week! Thank God that Erika came for service and Wilfred got to share with her :) I'm happy that she was very open

2008-03-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

Went to T3 to study with Yanling and Yuantat, but we ended up talking and eating more than we studied. Sigh this is really bad and I'm so disappointed with myself. Really thought we could get a lot done today, but we spent a lot of time trying to find a condusive environment. Moved from McCafe to Coffee Club after a few hours, which was a good move. Except that I got a caffeine overdose and

2008-03-10T00:02:00.003+08:00

I miss the good ole blue and grey days.Cedar will always be home. It feels like nothing is worth blogging about right now.

2008-03-06T22:52:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's going to be the last day I can spend in slack mode.Time seems to be flying by so quickly, I look back and I get a small shock. My council and scholarship interviews are over in a flash. Been total stone age during lectures, so I really need to catch up on my work. So I guess March hols will be spent studying, except Thurs onwards. HahaToday is Yuantat's birthday and we celebrated it at

2008-03-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

Got our PDGs confirmed today, and I'm in 14/08, back with my smurfs (Erika & Chen Ting), Kellie, Cheryl and Gabrielle. YAYYYY we started screaming and hugging when Kellie came running to tell us. :D We the remnant of the previous 18/08!Yes there're guys in my class now, 7 of them. Class strength is 20. This time, Yanling's class is the all-girls one. She was practically shrieking la. At the

2008-02-28T17:26:00.004+08:00

Deadline for the council form is tomorrow, and I've barely started filling it up.ZOMG, it freaks me out looking at what I'm required to do.Never mind, just whackTemporary lectures now till our PDGs are confirmed, and so I've been spending almost every minute in school with my dear Verus :) It's been fun talking with them, dozing off during lects together, having meals with them, basically just

2008-02-23T19:34:00.005+08:00

O2 was a smashing success!!!!!!!I LOVE ROMULUS <3Finale night was zee bestttttt :D We all went high!!! Not just the councillors and OGFs, but the entire J1 cohort. Had a crazy time jumping singing cheering dancing :D Mass dance is soooo fun. Thank God our finale item went well and Romulus was soooo supportive, if not so throw face. WE MOVED ROMULUS TO SECOND! :DNow whoever says AJ is boring

2008-02-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

How could I forget about Valentines' Day!I got really high giving out flowers and receiving from my lovelies :) Hit an all time record of four sunflowers! Plus pretty roses, sweets, cookies etc. Yaaayyyyyy I was over the moon :D 1808 was real high during PE too, cheering at random times. AA but, who cares!Highlight of the day was having Vday dinner with my 4I darlings at our usual haunt -

2008-02-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

Woke up with a sudden soreness and phlegm in my throat, voice screwed up. It's entirely God's grace that I survived OGF workshop today, all the way from 8am to 5pm, and I still have my voice. Was actually contemplating going back to sleep and reaching in the aftnn 'cos I felt like my energy had reached its limit. But well. I'm glad I went for the whole thing la. :)OGF workshop was super fun as

2008-02-10T15:55:00.000+08:00

Clovis and I went out of our minds on Friday night and talked for 5+ hours till 6 in the morning. Needless to say, we suffered eyebags and dark circles the next day :/ & we were really sian when we went out Sat night. But well it was a good talk, so thank God... even though it meant sacrificing our beauty/handsome sleep. HahahaCny's over, and I really thank God 'cos everything turned out more

2008-02-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

I am excited.. for what is to come. Because beneath the monotony of school life, I know - we know - that exciting things are ahead of us. I am discovering new things, hearing new stories, meeting new people every week, and each time God never fails to awe me. It's truly amazing what God is doing here, and in our lives. He is what keeps me going, running... I know I haven't been the best kid of

2008-01-28T13:56:00.001+08:00

I've just rushed home all the way back from school to do my JAE registration. Wanted to do it in school but I realised I left my Form A at home :/ Silly me.1 - 21S ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE)2 - 28S RAFFLES JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (RAFFLES JUNIOR COLLEGE)3 - 33S VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE)If I say it doesn't hurt, I'd be lying

2008-01-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

OUR BIG DAYWaiting for our results Euphoria Satisfied The testimonies to His goodness! Still can't get enough of my SEVEN & still can't get enough of her SIX ZOMG!!!!!!!!! Our favourite teacher and her favourite students! Girlfriends <3* Out with my lovelies At Andersen's! Supposed to take with our sundae but in the end it kena blocked by our water glasses. HAHA I LOVE YOU GIRLS. Like Gf said,"

2008-01-25T14:38:00.000+08:00

All glory to God!I'm a 7-pointer!!& oh my desired B3 for HCL!I'm so proud of 4I :)Average MSG of 7.9! When Gf called to tell me I was like "Er. Is that good or bad" cos the first thing that came to mind was the grade D7 HAHAHA.& omg we totally OWNED Lit :DOh I counted my score wrongly at first as 8 points. Happy nevertheless. And SMSed my parents immediately. Then after a while I realised that I

2008-01-23T18:41:00.000+08:00

Hail my 800th post!MUAHAHAHA.Beat that, people!I didn't go to school today 'cos I was unwell. NO I DID NOT PON hahaha unlike what my classmates presumed. Hmpfff. I didn't buy my mc ok, I went to see the doctor last night and he prescribed me medicine & an mc. Thank God, I'm feeling much better. Had the best night's sleep I've had ever since school started.YESSSSSSSSS no GP until next Wed :D&

2008-01-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

After being in a dilemma for super long, gathering vastly different opinions and asking God a gazillion times where I should go for the next two years,I finally have answers.Everything has never seemed so clear.All I can say is "Hallelujah." :)

2008-01-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

OG outing #1 on Sunday! :DWe rocked Siloso Beach, and that small island across Yay we look so happy I was passing by (HAHA PEARLE)In the toilet*Jie En is so classic.HAHAHA.* After dinner, we decided to jalan some more Conquering the Vivo rooftop. Pretty lights!And again, VERUS :)

2008-01-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

Amidst all the fun, laughter and happy faces,I feel an emptiness when I'm alone.And this is not supposed to be.Happiness and joy,synonyms, yet such a stark difference.

2008-01-11T16:37:00.000+08:00

Hello people I got a haircut.It's back to the short-hair days 8 days of school over in a flash. Got my finalised subject combi and class. I got my 2nd choice, so I'm doing H2 Econs and H1 Lit now, instead of the other way round. Attended H1 Lit today and it was really nice. :) In fact I prefer it to H2 Lit lessons. H2 Econs too. I was grumbling abt my combi (eep) but well the H2 Econs lecturer is

2008-01-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

So here we go,the second week of 2008.Introductory lectures start today, and I finally understand why people have been telling me "Pon!" Hahaha because they're really boring, save for the H2 Lit lecture. The econs teacher's voice is anaesthesia, I was falling asleep if not for Gc beside me scribbling random stuff on my notes and bursting out in laughter when the teacher said, "One person just

2008-01-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

AJ's orientation finale rocked. The last and the best day. I was like tired and high at the same time throughout. Thank God for Jie En and Yan Ling who got high and cheered with me so I didn't feel retarded HAHA. And also thank God that our OG was really high and enthu today! Cheering rocks pleeeeaaaase :D We walked one round around the track cheering our communist cheer :D Better enthu like siao

2007-12-30T00:42:00.000+08:00

I've been doing QT half-heartedly these few days. The computer is such a distraction, and I'm used to sleeping late after spending time online. Bad habit that must be changed. Either I don't do it, or I just pray or read the Word alone. And these few days I'll always cry suddenly while reading or praying.Weird thing is, I have many things to pray about.My parents, my sister & her friends &

2007-12-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

Samuel boy! :D He was so hyper ytd - running everywhere, chattering non-stop, grabbing our arms to play Spiderman, clambering on us, serving Ribena to us, offering us chocolate. Awww. The little boys in our church are all so adorable. :)

2007-12-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

Met up with the girls on Thursday at Nicole's, like finally after a gazillion years. The table so spoiler Now the whole world knows I'm secretly in love with Zhiyun Abby: "AIYO. Ah lian" DON'T WE LOOK LIKE WE'RE IN HAWAII? Watching 300, the movie that only Nicole is interested in At the

2007-12-28T15:10:00.000+08:00

Whatever's in my mind right now, means so much to my heart. My heart aches to hear those words, to feel them. And it pains me that I can't seem to find the right things to say, either that, or no matter what I say, it seems to be of no effect.

2007-12-25T16:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS! :DBlessed Christmas to you reading this!Spent my Christmas Eve at Esther's place :) Reached early to bake brownies with Ruoying, THANK GOD they turned out really yummilicious! Seriously, we prayed before we did everything. Haha, and God always answers. Our brownies turned out better than our cheesecake. Score!Gift exchange was fun though not everybody was there. Practically